I wanted to pen down my thoughts and this place just came out from my mind. It has been awhile since I last visited my blog and I perceive that everyone thinks its dead. At least that's what i thought, till today.
Well, life after BMT hasn't been that smooth sailing. There seems to be countless obstacles that is standing in the way of my remaining 1 and a half year journey in SAF. The last 4 weeks have truly made me realized how much fun BMT was and i really miss life in tekong in Falcon company and all the buddies that went through thick and thin with me from platoon 2. But of course, i chose to be optimistic about it and try to hang on as i believe the sun will shine through the storm 1 day.
I have matured since the day i was posted to 6 SIR as I've learn things through the hard way. Reality hit me in the face. The world is cruel and man are selfish and no matter how much hard work you put in, things will go wrong if you are not careful enough. Sadly, but true facts of life. The one and only way to counter it is never to give up because if you do, all hope will be gone.
Now for the good news! After weeks of weekend burnt, i finally get to spend more than 24 hrs in the outside world and a chance to live life i used to. I went for a jog this morning and passed by the apartment of a great buddy of mine in tekong and had a little chat with him. After which, i had breakfast in the wet market- a plate of fried carrot cake and soy bean milk. Took a stroll around the area and headed home. It's amazing how simple routines of life can make me feel so great. It's a feeling that i have long forgotten and can't be explained in words.
Sometimes, simple things are what makes life enjoyable.

My 1st book out! 2 weeks in army have made me even more independent than before. Training has been progressive and fun at the same time. Take aqua jog for example, it's a new training programme that is set up to prepare us for running by strengthening our knee. Basically, we are expected to jog in the pool and it's really tiring but my plattoon mates and i enjoyed it. Come to think of it, the commanders have been quite lenient towards us during the 'adjustment period' so life's gonna get hard starting from tonight when i book in. haha. The smell of freedom the moment i stepped back into Singapore was sweet, and the andrenaline rush, the exitement of seeing singapore once again in the ferry made me realised how much i miss home. The weekend was spent with my family and it was good to see them all well, espicially grandma. Well, guess i shall end here and go enjoy my precious afternoon before i book in.

so basically, i'm going to army. ok bye.

He might not be the most enthusiastic friend u can have.
He is someone who does not do things that he dislike or when he don't see the point of doing it. Who would say no to things that they like?
He does give in once in while for the joy of others but sometimes, the situation just doesn't allow him to.
He tries his best to make everyone happy whenever he can.
And he is none but your friend.

I thought i could write something here since there's nothing much to do and it has been almost 2 hours since i woke up from my sleep. Best. Well, they did say something about sleeping early and waking up early. lol. I might have to idle awhile to feel sleepy again.
Result was out last week and i did quite well, not surprisingly, since i made an effort, hoping to do well for my last semester. However, i'm aware that it was not enough to cover up the damages that have been done over the years! hahaha. An advice to new poly students (Actually, it applies to ALL students) - consistancy is very important! Considering that the GPA system seems like a system that has a fomula that make u lose out in the very end, or at least that's how i feel. haha.
Holidays has been great so far doing nothing and it can be even better if i can find something to do with some extra allowance. haha. Darn, I can't think of anything to write about now since life has been ordinary(fun and joyful) although there are times where i starts to think about the future, making me feel kind of loss with the vague plans. But not to worry, i still have 2 more years to arrange my thoughts and everything will be just fine!
Well well well, words does have hypnosis effect. haha. BYE.

Have i quit blogging? no.... i just blog occasionally. Nothing much has been going on anyway.
Here i am trying to study and there they are, my neighbours, singing karaoke. To add on to the problem, they dont sing really well. lol.

I want to thank people who whished me, celebrated my birthday and of course, the presents.
I deeply appreciate it. Thank you guys!

"I'm 19. =)"